Blog:Spontaneity has never been my forte
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Now I’m a sophmore student and have lived with other three chums in our dorm.Unlike the three of them,I spent inordinate amout of time working and studying continuously for hours and spontanety had never been my forte.They always tried to lure me away .” Let’s go to the prom and aquaintance with more excellent friends”Even they would yell at me”You’re just no fun .Are you really counting study as your whole of life ?Just try something more significent and interesting.We should make most of our treasure college life to enrich it and make it pavonine!”They thought of all kinds of enticements to dislodge me from my studies,but nothing ever worked.I often responed”I have too much to do.”Because the inner voice mentioned me”You should be reading ,doing stuff,focusing your attention.”My college days are passing day by day,but not my need and love for schedules.They keep me focoused.Justify my time.However,I ‘m gradually changing my views in unexpected way.I found that something and some pepole pleased me and made me happy and laugh .Something clicked inside me.I recalled the moment that could have been.I looked back on my passed freshmen college life and my on the way out sophmore year.I wondered where I might have gone and what I might have done had I accepted more invitationsto be among them.I thought of the conversations that I did not have, the people I never met.As I lay on my cozy bed flipping through the interesting magazine and listenning to the soft music,I smiled that I didn’t listen to the voice that told me I was off schedule.I think maybe it is a result of my chums’ “edification” or the inner of my heart itself wants to pusuit the things I’m really interested in.No matter whichever is the real cause,I will persist in using my power and enthusiam to do the things more delicately ,carefully and consientiously running true to form but no longer to ignore beauty and nice things and people around me .This coming Sunday,there will be a collective barbecue held in willow park.Instead of resisting it and being afraid of wasting time,I really expect it with happy mood.

